I attribute my general lack of writing to my wishy-washy outlook on life at the moment. In one second, I'm totally content with my exsistence. In the next, there is little I wouldn't want to change. Certainly, the big picture shows some things I really enjoy (my job, for instance) with some things I'm very unsettled about (the topic of relationships springs to mind). I feel the need to sort all of this out, but I have no idea where to begin. And, thus, without some direction... I can't manage to write about any of it, either.
Another problem that's plagued me lately is my poor performance as a friend. I'm so out of the loop with many people -- both online and off. We're talking complete and total neglect of those I care about here. And I as bad as I feel about it... I just never seem to get around to fixing things. Sigh.
Okay, I've vented. I'm better now. I think I'm off to enjoy a late Easter lunch with my family. Happy Easter to all.