Although I have a few February entries typed and saved on my computer, Deadline Pressure remains untouched since January. It's been a week since I posted something on LiveJournal. I've gone too long without talking to many of my friends. Especially Jen, who received good news today. I feel good. (Especially today... when the sun came out. I became a different person. I forgot how good sunshine felt.) But I also feel withdrawn. I don't feel the need to connect. I look at e-mails in my inbox and just don't feel like replying. I listen to the messages on my voice mail, but don't feel like calling people back. I stop by the JohnDoe Forums, but I don't post. Maybe it's time for more of that sun.