January 11th, 2006


The 12 Year Epiphany: Part I

In nearly six years of writing online, the bulk of my work has centered on indecision.

In the early days, there was the confusion that comes with falling for a habitual and compulsive liar. Then there was the indecision about my future -- journalism, firefighting or none of the above. Always in the background was the long-standing shade of gray known as my relationship with Jessie. A couple of years ago, I threw in a new relationship with Alex into the mix to make things as complicated as possible.

I'm certainly not gaining many readers with entries about these issues. And because it seems to take so terribly long to sort them out, I often wonder if writing -- both online and at home -- is doing much good.

To be continued...