Why is it that I can take a good situation and ruin it for no good reason. Not ruin it intentionally, mind you. Just screw it up by being me. I should have done some hard core studying. I had a chance in scheduling that would have allowed me to do that. Instead, I sit on my ass and do practically nothing. That makes no frikkin' sense. And if I can't understand why I do stuff... How on Earth will I ever be able to expect others to?