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Thomas Fletcher
Tue, Dec. 4th, 2007 04:48 am
Deadline Pressure Updated!

Deadline Pressure updated!
"These are the hands that rubbed Megan Adams' knee while parked in my truck after my first real date. Strangely enough, they were under the direction of the same brain that was too chicken to tell my lips to kiss her."

Entry: [ 04 December 2007 ]


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Thomas Fletcher
Mon, Sep. 11th, 2006 02:16 am
Then

Originally written 11 September 2001:

I woke up suddenly and with some worry... I had the feeling that I'd overslept and missed class. I threw the warm covers off, climbed out of bed, squinted my eyes and walked toward the clock until I could make out the digital reading. Whew. 8:43 a.m. I had another hour or so to sleep. I crawled back into bed and found the warm spot in the middle of the mattress. I laid on my left side and then rolled onto my right. Sunlight from the blinds hit me in the face. I pulled the comforter up to block the rays. In seconds, I was asleep.

Ring. Ring.

I climbed from my bed again and was a little miffed that someone had ruined my bonus hour of sleep. It was Jessie. She apologized for waking me before saying, "but Washington is being attacked." In a single moment, I went from nearly asleep to fully awake. She chimed in again, "and they've bombed the World Trade Center."

I looked at the clock. It was a few minutes before 9 o'clock. I hadn't been asleep long. I fumbled with the buttons of the television and searched for a channel with coverage. I found Headline News, thanked Jessie and hung up the phone to watch. In less than 10 minutes, I was calling her back.

"Oh, dear God, Jess. One of the towers has collapsed."

And so it was that one of the nation's darkest days was upon us.

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Thomas Fletcher
Thu, Jun. 23rd, 2005 01:57 am
After a five month hiatus...

Deadline Pressure updated!
"For the first time in a long time, our conversation felt very real. It felt like two old friends catching up. It didn't feel like a charade. It didn't feel as though one (or both) of us was saying one thing and feeling another. Feeling that again made me as happy as I've been in a long time."

Entry: [ 22 June 2005 ]


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Current Music: Mr. Midnight / Garth Brooks

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Thomas Fletcher
Thu, Jun. 2nd, 2005 01:26 am
Five Years Ago: The Birth of a Journal

June 2, 2000

Quote Du Jour: "You know someone once said life's a stage and each must play a part. Fate had me playing in love with you as my sweetheart. Act one was where we met. I loved you at first glance. You read your lines so cleverly and never missed a cue. Then came act two. You seemed to change. You acted strange. And why I've never known. Honey, you lied when you said you lied when you said you loved me and I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies than to go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptiness all around. And if you won't come back to me, then they can bring the curtain down." (Elvis Presley)



Yep, that's Elvis talking. I don't know how many hundreds of times I've heard that song in the last 22 years... but I can tell you that I've never paid as much attention to the spoken words as I did yesterday. I was playing with some music and stopped to listen to what the king was saying. You know, really listen. And it hit me. Because the king described (in spooky detail) a relationship I just ended a few months ago... and one that I've been struggling to not so much "get over," but to simply understand what happened.

That could be my fatal flaw. I have to know everything. It wasn't my first word as a kid... but I'm sure "why" was somewhere near the top. Even as a toddler learning to speak, I never took anything at face value. I had to know more. I was curious about everything and I never grew out of that stage. I know there is almost always more than meets the eye... and I know that some people have a problem with honesty... and so I usually want to figure everything out for myself. Now, by mentioning honesty (or a lack thereof) and wanting to figure things out... it brings me back to Elvis and to Lindsay Alexander.

Lindsay was a friend of a friend. I can't remember the first time I laid eyes on her... but I remember hearing someone talking about setting her up with a guy friend of mine and him saying no. I couldn't believe that. How could he pass up Lindsay? There wasn't one particular thing about her that interested me, but I knew that I wanted to know her better. In late October, 1999 she was among a group of folks that went to a hockey game and concert at the local arena. Again, I couldn't place it... but there was something special about her. Little did I know that in the next five months, Lindsay would make her mark on my life forever.

It's now been almost eight months since that hockey game... and the king's words ring true. Lindsay played the part perfectly. She told me she loved me. She wanted me to feel the same way... and when I decided that I loved her, too... she changed. Her "love" suddenly faded. We decided to end it. She moved on to others and left me wondering (as I have done so many times before in my life) why things happened the way they did.

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Thomas Fletcher
Sat, Jan. 22nd, 2005 03:13 am
Deadline Pressure updated again!

Deadline Pressure updated again!
"The dreams came back. Although this time, they made even less sense. The first dream was set in a supermarket that was really supposed to be my fire station. I was having a meeting with the city personnel director, who happened to be carrying a pistol on his side. His desk was at the front of the store, alongside the check out stands. I'm making none of this up."

Entry: [ 21 January 2005 ]


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Current Music: Almost Doesn't Count / Mark Wills

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Thomas Fletcher
Sat, Jan. 22nd, 2005 03:00 am
Deadline Pressure Updated!

Deadline Pressure updated!
"I finally returned to sleep about 3 a.m., catching a little more than three hours before leaving work. Once home, most of my morning and early afternoon was spent watching Inaugural-related television. On days like today, I'm not so much interested in who the president is... I just enjoy watching the pomp and circumstance of it all. About two or so, but body took over and demanded that I rest. I crawled into bed and slept in 30 minute increments until nearly 6 p.m. -- each session filled with very vivid dreams."

Entry: [ 20 January 2005 ]


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Current Music: I'll Go On Loving You / Alan Jackson

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Thomas Fletcher
Fri, Oct. 8th, 2004 01:14 am
Three entries? In four days? Is this a sign of the apocalypse?

Deadline Pressure updated!
"I consider killing off Thomas Fletcher more and more these days. It's a growing possibility that he's outlived his usefulness. Perhaps it's time that all of his stories -- the stories that were originally mine -- return to me. If life was simple and easy, he'd be gone by now. Life, of course, is neither."

Entry: [ 08 October 2004 ]


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Current Music: I'll Be Home For Christmas / Perry Como

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Thomas Fletcher
Thu, Oct. 7th, 2004 09:24 pm
Two

Deadline Pressure updated!
"When we received report of yet another fire alarm call at Lakeland Place yesterday evening, most of us automatically chalked it up as false. But when we turned the corner in front of the building and could see the facade, we also saw the smoke showing from one of the apartments."

Entry: [ 07 October 2004 ]


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Current Music: The Long Day Is Over / Norah Jones

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Thomas Fletcher
Tue, Oct. 5th, 2004 10:22 pm
One (barely) For October

Deadline Pressure updated!
"There are a few amusement parks across the country that all have a variation of this one particular ride that appears to defy gravity -- if for just a few moments. In each ride, the rider is strapped into a car and shot straight up in the air on a pole. As the car prepares to drop, the rider is weightless for just a moment."

Entry: [ 05 October 2004 ]


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Current Music: Let's Make Sure We Kiss Goodbye / Vince Gill

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Thomas Fletcher
Wed, Sep. 8th, 2004 03:14 am
More from the big vat of crazy...

Deadline Pressure updated again!
"I feel about as stressed right now as I have since I moved to Franklin two years ago. Some of the problems bearing down are my own, some have been caused by others and some are a combination of both. To add to the frustration, they are all complicated by a feeling of unsettledness. So many things seem out of place..."

Entry: [ 08 September 2004 ]


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Current Music: Always / Atlantic Starr

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Thomas Fletcher
Tue, Sep. 7th, 2004 07:39 pm
The full story

Deadline Pressure updated!
"As the officer called each of the authorized tow companies in the city on his cell phone, we made the walk back towards the parking lot. As we got closer to where my truck had been parked, we began to run out of companies that could have towed my truck. By the time we made it to the lot, there was only one real option left as to where it had gone."

Entry: [ 07 September 2004 ]


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Current Music: Copland Symphony No. 3

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Thomas Fletcher
Tue, Jul. 27th, 2004 01:06 am
Two weeks & change later...

Deadline Pressure updated!
"I've been to a few funerals in my time and I can't think of one that wasn't lovely. Yet, there was something special about Mr. Clarence's service that got to me. Alex maintained a strong appearance throughout the funeral. On the other hand, I thought I was going to break down at any moment."

Entry: [ 26 July 2004 ]


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Current Music: Live Like You Were Dying / Tim McGraw

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Thomas Fletcher
Thu, Jul. 8th, 2004 02:08 am
...

Deadline Pressure updated!
"It was 12:44 a.m. when the phone rang. With one look at the clock, my mind instantly spun the wheel of who it could be at this hour. It settled on Alex. I knew the news couldn't be good."

Entry: [ 8 July 2004 ]


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Current Music: I Believe / Diamond Rio

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Thomas Fletcher
Tue, Jun. 29th, 2004 01:29 am
One more? Why, yes! This makes five.

Deadline Pressure updated!
"I've been off the charts in the wierd dream department lately. Several in the last week or so have involved me facing some sort of imminent danger that I can't seem to escape. I've also had several mornings where I've woken up to a terrible dream, fallen back asleep almost instantly and dreamed some more crazy shit."

Entry: [ 29 June 2004 ]


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Current Music: TV: Paramedics / Discovery Health

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Thomas Fletcher
Mon, Jun. 28th, 2004 05:52 pm
Four for June!

Deadline Pressure updated!
"'We ain't got no official policy. We figure that the handicapped people will get here early enough to get a good spot. If I had a ride, I'd park it there, too.'"

Entry: [ 28 June 2004 ]


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Current Music: Love She Can't Live Without / Clint Black

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